By: Fontana Smith on June 28, 2016
One of the very first memories I have with my Dad
involved his first book. I want to say I was around 3 or 4, because I hadn’t
yet started school. “Fontana, come here baby girl,” he called from his room.
Curious, I stopped playing with my little plastic kitchenette and made my way
into his bedroom. “What is it Daddy?” I asked at the door. I took note of the
beat-up old box, old pictures, and other miscellaneous memorabilia scattered on
his huge bed. I could barely see over it on my tip-toes. “Come here, I want to
show you something.” I skipped over to him and he picked me up putting me on
his lap. “What did you want to show me Daddy?” I ogled at all the treasures
before me, mostly things I’d never seen before. “This,” He placed a thick, yellow,
worn, and frayed booking my lap. “This is the first book I ever learned to
read.” Apprehensive, I crinkled my nose. “It smells funny.” My Dad laughed,
“It’s old and it’s been put up for a long time. I want you to have it.” I
flipped it open. The pictures were not as pretty as my Little Mermaid book, but
it did have pictures. I remember thinking not many thick books have pictures
maybe it wouldn’t be so bad. “Want me to read you some?” I nodded furiously. I
loved being read to. “The New Home,” he started, “See Spot run,” his smile was
ear to ear.
Looking
back that memory probably changed my entire outlook on books. They didn’t have
to be small, new, and be a story tale to be interesting. As I started elementary
school, I was frequently told how smart I was. One day my assistant
kindergarten teacher asked me to sit down with her at the computer while the
other kids went to recess. My immediate first thought was that I was in
trouble. “No you’re not in trouble,” she reassured me, “I just want you to tell
me a story, about something in your life, can you do that?” “Sure,” I said
after a pause, “I think I can do that.” I thought about the “See Spot run”
story, it was now one of my favorites. I decided I should tell her a story of
my pet. I told her a story of my fat cat, Bobby. My Dad had affectionately
named that because he was a bobtail. “I love to watch him play with his ball,
and when Daddy isn’t watching I give him milk, but I’m not supposed to,” I said
shamefully putting my head down. She laughed. “Are you going to tell him?” I
asked. “No, I’m going I’m writing this story for a contest in your name, I
think you could win,” she said typing away on her computer. “Oh,” I said like I
knew what she was talking about. As it would turn out, I did win. I won for
Kindergarten in the entire state of Georgia.
After
the contest I was accepted into the gifted program for my elementary school. I
don’t remember the exact point that I transitioned from picture books to actual
books, but I can tell you the first non-picture book I truly enjoyed reading.
My school had implemented a program that “required reading books” on a point
system that tested you on the computer to see your aptitude after reading. By
4th grade I was only doing the bare minimum to not get scolded by teachers. The
shorter the books I could find the better, it seemed like such a waste of time.
Then one fateful day another gifted student walked in with one of the biggest
books I had ever seen a fourth grader carry. “What in the world is that?” I
asked her. “It’s called Harry Potter and the Sorcerer’s Stone. It’s really
good, you should read it.” She handed it to me, “My mom has a copy so you can
borrow mine.” I was in shock. First, I was scared of my own ability to read
after only reading short books for so long. Secondly, her mom read it. In what
world could adults and children both share a love of the same book? The
Wizarding world of Harry Potter, that’s how. It came alive like a movie, I
devoured page after page of the written word. I was hooked, no picture book
could compare to my own imagination.
Until
recently I had quite the slump in writing and reading. My reasons for not
wanting to take an English class was endless. I hadn’t taken an English since
High School. Great, I thought, more papers on things no one cares about and on
books no one reads unless forced. I was incredibly pleased and surprised that
we were actually writing on recent topics. It helped me rekindle my connection
with myself and others. I started to pay more attention to current event and
I’m striving to make an impact in my community. I’ve also started enjoying
reading and writing more, especially to my children.
As I
write, It’s almost midnight now. I waited until the last minute because I didn’t
know how to start or where I would go with my story. “Alright, bedtime. T.V.
off, come ‘on babies. Let’s go,” endless whining starts followed by the usual.
“We aren’t tired; we don’t want to go to be yet,” they say in almost unison. “I
know but it’s bed time. Do you want a quick bedtime story before Mommy goes to
work on her paper?” “Yes!” My little boy says, “Let’s go pick one,” my daughter
skips to their room. “Okie dokie, go get one.” They head over to their
well-stocked book shelf and weigh the pros and cons of each book. “This one,”
my son says. “No Beano,” his nickname, my daughter replies, “This one; we
haven’t read this one.” I’m lying on my sons bed eyes closed waiting for their
choice. “Ok!” he says and they both jump in my lap. Rubbing my eyes and sitting up I look down at
the old, yellow, smelly book in my lap. “The New Our New Friends,” I read in
almost a whisper. “Dandaddy, left it for us last visit, he said you would read
it to us,” my daughter breaks my silence. “Did he?” I flipped the pages to the first story, wiped
away a few tears, and started to read, “The New Home.” My smile was ear to ear,
“See Spot Run…”
References
Rowling, J.K. Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's
Stone. Bloomsberry, 1997. Book.
Sharp, Zerna Addis. ""See Spot
Run"." Time, Multiple Authors Will Fix in Final Due to. The New
Our New Friend. Addison-Weasley Educational Publishers Inc, 1951. 7.
Book.
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